X4biddenxLustX -- girl, you're amazing! You stick in there and you'll get where you need to go. And I just wanted to say, you are worth something regardless of whether or not you have a piece of paper to show the world and regardless of what others might think or make you feel. You're determined, intelligent, and I can tell you have a lot of insight. It's those traits that make successful people successful.
But that's just my two cents
It really does sound like you're having it tough! Are you getting any help for the car accident? Sometimes you can feel the injures right there and then other times you can walk away a-okay and never have a problem. From my own personal experience, my injures snuck up on me 5 months after the accident. They were subtle at first and started with a dull ache in my lower back, plus headaches. Really pay attention to your body if you don't feel anything right now because these things can be tricky. I'll be praying for you about your financial aid and that things mellow out for you all around. I know it's difficult right now! *HUGS*