Im sorry i didnt like your bf so much from your last post aswell! I agree completely with pumpkincat210, that first, you shouldnt feel not confident in yourself, cause thats abvious him who has problems. You are very pretty on you userpic, and lol, cmon, like i said in that post, you're an air hostess, isnt it like.. man's fantasy, lol? Also, just like pumpkincat said, you are only 19, so you shouldnt attach yourself to someone not satisfying you! I think he has serios problems from your other post, and there is really something with him. Has your sexual life always been like that? Did you try telling him what exactly you want?