S.S.BlackOrchid
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I was on meds (starting from teens) and became very overweight. after getting off the meds a couple years ago, I have been continuing to run, work out and avoud fatty foods, fast food and soda. I have gone from 215lbs to 150lbs.
It's hard to explain, because everyone is saying "wow, you lost so much weight" "are you going to lose more?" I'm happy that I feel fit, but I feel depressed because I have loose skin in places and I just feel ugly. I want to cover up (I wear a trench coat, even in the summer). I feel like i went from being a preteen to an old lady with no transition in between and my only option is to get plastic surgery and have scars everywhere. I feel like I'm past my prime and didn't even get to enjoy my prime. I want to just die.
It's hard to explain, because everyone is saying "wow, you lost so much weight" "are you going to lose more?" I'm happy that I feel fit, but I feel depressed because I have loose skin in places and I just feel ugly. I want to cover up (I wear a trench coat, even in the summer). I feel like i went from being a preteen to an old lady with no transition in between and my only option is to get plastic surgery and have scars everywhere. I feel like I'm past my prime and didn't even get to enjoy my prime. I want to just die.