jokers_kick
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I've got this friend, I'll call her crystal, we've known each other since middle school, her, my friend elysha and I were unseprable. Anyways, all three of us started doing drugs in our freshman year of highschool. It wasn't a big deal to us, just something fun for the weekends. I realized my problems had gotten bigger and I quit less than a year after I started, same with one elysha. Anyways, crystal kept on going. She hadn't tried to quit at all. Her brother was a dealer, so the drugs were constantly around her. Elysha and I were always worried about her, wanting her to get help, but scared that if we tried anything, she would rat us out. Recently I found out on her livejournal that her brother went to jail because of it, and I just didn't say anything. Later that week I received a text message from crystal saying horrible things to me that I didn't understand, since I hadn't talked or seen her in a couple weeks. I ignored it, just dismissing it as a drug addicts ramblings. Don't get me wrong, I still cared about her, and she still was one of my best friends, but I learned to live with it. I tried to talk to elysha about it, who is still my best friend, and she was really hostile towards me when it came to crystal. I tried to talk to her about her whole brother and drug issue and she told me that she had talked to crystal and that crystal said that she didn't want me to know anything and she never wanted to talk to me agian. I didn't get it, I still don't, because I know that it isn't because of how I used to do drugs with her, it just came out of nowhere.
Anyways, I found out from her livejournal again that she is in rehab, but she finds it completely useless and that she misses "it" and her brother. I feel HORRIBLE, because I introduced her to some things that I totally regret...and I'm glad that she's getting help, but I don't see it helping her in the least. Apparently she's physically, and mentally drained and unhealthy. I don't know what to do.
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Anyways, I found out from her livejournal again that she is in rehab, but she finds it completely useless and that she misses "it" and her brother. I feel HORRIBLE, because I introduced her to some things that I totally regret...and I'm glad that she's getting help, but I don't see it helping her in the least. Apparently she's physically, and mentally drained and unhealthy. I don't know what to do.
end of rant.