gracetre123
Well-known member
I don´t know how to start this thread, I just need to tell this to someone....
I can´t handle anymore...I don´t fit in there...and I think this is started to cause troubles in my marrige..I don´t know why...there´re are good people...but I don´t feel comforable with them,...you know..I can´t be myself...and belive me I tried to be nice and all that...but I can´t pretend that everything it´s ok if it´s not...
They are very religius people...and when I said very I mean VERY..and I´m not!!! so maybe you can imagine the conversations all the time!!!!!!!!!they make me feel like I´m a bad person or that I´m going to hell o something...
Right know I have a package waiting for me in their home...(all MAC)
and I just dont want to pick it up b´cos my mother in law it´s going to ask me how much I spend...and when I will say mmm like 185 dlls...I dont want even imagine that moment...she thinks that all this makeup it´s very expensive...I remember a funny moment...we were shopping once (long time ago) and she said...Oh I wanted and eyeshadow and I went to the E Lauder counter...but OMG 17.50 for two colors...no way thats a lot of money...and I was like...really 17.50 for a duo...?? where's that counter??
i know that all of this situation it´s hard to my husband, he´s great and I love him...but like I said I can´t pretend...and I feel really angry b´cos we don´t have any troubles about ourselves..but we are in the middle of this for others...
I know that maybe this is not a big deal for you guys...but I´m just really angry and sad...and I needed to tell this to someone...
thanks...
I can´t handle anymore...I don´t fit in there...and I think this is started to cause troubles in my marrige..I don´t know why...there´re are good people...but I don´t feel comforable with them,...you know..I can´t be myself...and belive me I tried to be nice and all that...but I can´t pretend that everything it´s ok if it´s not...
They are very religius people...and when I said very I mean VERY..and I´m not!!! so maybe you can imagine the conversations all the time!!!!!!!!!they make me feel like I´m a bad person or that I´m going to hell o something...
Right know I have a package waiting for me in their home...(all MAC)
and I just dont want to pick it up b´cos my mother in law it´s going to ask me how much I spend...and when I will say mmm like 185 dlls...I dont want even imagine that moment...she thinks that all this makeup it´s very expensive...I remember a funny moment...we were shopping once (long time ago) and she said...Oh I wanted and eyeshadow and I went to the E Lauder counter...but OMG 17.50 for two colors...no way thats a lot of money...and I was like...really 17.50 for a duo...?? where's that counter??
i know that all of this situation it´s hard to my husband, he´s great and I love him...but like I said I can´t pretend...and I feel really angry b´cos we don´t have any troubles about ourselves..but we are in the middle of this for others...
I know that maybe this is not a big deal for you guys...but I´m just really angry and sad...and I needed to tell this to someone...
thanks...