jenjunsan
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I try not to rant too much about my personal life, but I cannot contain myself at the moment. My ex-husband has visitation with my daughter and she is with him at the moment. He lives with his girlfriend who is also the person he cheated with and ultimately left me for. Typically he and I don't fight often. I have no problem with he and my daughter seeing eachother whenever they want...he's a good dad for the most part. The problem I have is with his girlfriend. He told me I need to get used to her and treat her with respect because she is going to be part of my daughter's life. My response is that I cannot control who he makes a part of my daughter's life but I have control over who is a part of mine. Honestly, I will never treat this woman with respect because respect has to be earned. From the time my ex moved out, this woman has tried to instigate things with me. She is constantly trying to antagonize me in any way possible-which makes NO sense to me because I am not the one who did anything. Geez! You have him! Go on with your life! I leave them alone completely. I basically just want nothing to do with her. The other day I ran into her at the grocery and I was walking in front of her and she was snickering behind my back. I just ignored her. I don't want to get into a confrontation with her because of my daughter. My ex does not do anything to ask her to leave me alone.
Well, this afternoon I called my daughter to see if she wanted to go get a manicure with me. She asked if the woman's daughter could come along too. This is a child who did nothing wrong, so I was trying to be nice and said I would take her. My daughter calls back and said that the woman said that her daughter could only go if I went speak with her first. Clearly, she was trying to force me into a situation and make me look bad. I have nothing to say to her and there is nothing good that will come out of a confrontation. (I don't like confrontation to begin with). I ended up telling my daughter that I would just take her when she comes home. Now I am in tears because I feel like I end up looking the like bad one when it is just her again antagonizing me and being manipulative. I really don't want to get into a big fight with my ex and her. My boyfriend (who came along months after me and my ex split) is very supportive, but he thinks I should say something to them and stop letting them walk on me. I just know from the past-I've tried explaining how I feel to my ex and he doesn't get it and doesn't understand why I can't be friendly with her. No matter how nicely I say it, unless I see things their way, it won't turn out good. I don't poke my nose in their business, I don't instigate things, I leave them alone, I don't do anything mean to her-I just basically don't speak to her. I just want them to leave me alone.
I have had people tell me I should be the bigger person and be friendly with her, but my feelings are so strong that I just cannot bring myself to do that. I know my ex was at fault too, but she was the person who came into my marriage and tore my family apart. I wish he would have been a bigger person and just left first, then perhaps I wouldn't feel this way. If they broke up, I could honestly be friendly with the next person he dates (as long as they are good to my daughter) because they would not have disrespected me. I am much happier with the man I am with now and he understands me more than my ex ever did, but I can't get past how I feel about HER. I know alot of it has to do with my pride. Has anyone else ever been in this situation?
Well, this afternoon I called my daughter to see if she wanted to go get a manicure with me. She asked if the woman's daughter could come along too. This is a child who did nothing wrong, so I was trying to be nice and said I would take her. My daughter calls back and said that the woman said that her daughter could only go if I went speak with her first. Clearly, she was trying to force me into a situation and make me look bad. I have nothing to say to her and there is nothing good that will come out of a confrontation. (I don't like confrontation to begin with). I ended up telling my daughter that I would just take her when she comes home. Now I am in tears because I feel like I end up looking the like bad one when it is just her again antagonizing me and being manipulative. I really don't want to get into a big fight with my ex and her. My boyfriend (who came along months after me and my ex split) is very supportive, but he thinks I should say something to them and stop letting them walk on me. I just know from the past-I've tried explaining how I feel to my ex and he doesn't get it and doesn't understand why I can't be friendly with her. No matter how nicely I say it, unless I see things their way, it won't turn out good. I don't poke my nose in their business, I don't instigate things, I leave them alone, I don't do anything mean to her-I just basically don't speak to her. I just want them to leave me alone.
I have had people tell me I should be the bigger person and be friendly with her, but my feelings are so strong that I just cannot bring myself to do that. I know my ex was at fault too, but she was the person who came into my marriage and tore my family apart. I wish he would have been a bigger person and just left first, then perhaps I wouldn't feel this way. If they broke up, I could honestly be friendly with the next person he dates (as long as they are good to my daughter) because they would not have disrespected me. I am much happier with the man I am with now and he understands me more than my ex ever did, but I can't get past how I feel about HER. I know alot of it has to do with my pride. Has anyone else ever been in this situation?