Rockette13
Well-known member
Thank you so much everyone! It means a lot! I haven't really done my makeup that often lately, and I had quite a bad day yesterday. My grandfather, who I lived with for more than fourteen years, has liver cancer that has spread throughout his entire body. I went to go visit him a week ago and he was definitely in pain, but he was up moving around and downstairs playing on his computer. Yesterday when I went to see him, my heart stopped. He is confined to his bed because the pain has gotten so bad that he can't get up. He has lost a lot of muscle and his skin just hangs from his bones where it used to be. I went over to his bed and tried to talk to him, but when he opened his mouth to reply, all that came out were random babbling noises. He can't talk most of the time. Every once in a while he is able to manage a few words, but even then they rarely make sense as his mind is going now. It was just a horrible day. I turn eighteen in ten days, and after seeing his condition yesterday, I doubt he will get to see it or his last Christmas.
Sorry for that. I just needed to get it out. My boyfriend is out of town and the only other people I can talk to are feeling the same way I am right now about him. Your kind comments about this FOTD made me feel really good and took my mind off of everything that is going wrong, even for just a moment.
Sorry for that. I just needed to get it out. My boyfriend is out of town and the only other people I can talk to are feeling the same way I am right now about him. Your kind comments about this FOTD made me feel really good and took my mind off of everything that is going wrong, even for just a moment.