HoneyDip
Well-known member
I'mma jump right into it:
Last V-Day my fiance admitted he cheated on me during the 5 years of our relationship. It was long-distance for some parts, but we were relly close, it was a too good to be true relationship. I never in a million years woulda thought that.
I don't know if he told me everything, but his friends even said there was more to the stories he confessed up to. They were not sure though, sometimes it would seem like he just made up stories bout girls to be a 'pimp', eventho nothing happened. crazy.
The next days his phone was disconnected, I was mad that he ain't even give me no answers to my questions and had no choice but to move on and god knows this was the hardest thing EVER, I loved this guy so much, we were about to get married soon.
Last night I found out he tried to kill himself, I know he was in a lotta trouble lately (financially, with court and his career was goin downhill). If you know his lifestory you'd understand why he had a lot of issues, was kind of schizophrenic. to me, he was always very sweet.
Now the thing is, I made my decision.. I cannot stay with him, there is no future for us.
It is still so hard for me to see how someone with a lot of potential just threw it all away, he is gonna get discharged from the military for bein mentally not stable.
I still care so much for him and god knows it hurts me the most to have to let go.. He was the one for me.
I don't know how to deal with it.. he cried to me on the phone that he loves me and he wants to recover and be a changed person. That is just not realistic. I am so torn. Of couse I still love him but he is makin it so hard.
Last V-Day my fiance admitted he cheated on me during the 5 years of our relationship. It was long-distance for some parts, but we were relly close, it was a too good to be true relationship. I never in a million years woulda thought that.
I don't know if he told me everything, but his friends even said there was more to the stories he confessed up to. They were not sure though, sometimes it would seem like he just made up stories bout girls to be a 'pimp', eventho nothing happened. crazy.
The next days his phone was disconnected, I was mad that he ain't even give me no answers to my questions and had no choice but to move on and god knows this was the hardest thing EVER, I loved this guy so much, we were about to get married soon.
Last night I found out he tried to kill himself, I know he was in a lotta trouble lately (financially, with court and his career was goin downhill). If you know his lifestory you'd understand why he had a lot of issues, was kind of schizophrenic. to me, he was always very sweet.
Now the thing is, I made my decision.. I cannot stay with him, there is no future for us.
It is still so hard for me to see how someone with a lot of potential just threw it all away, he is gonna get discharged from the military for bein mentally not stable.
I still care so much for him and god knows it hurts me the most to have to let go.. He was the one for me.
I don't know how to deal with it.. he cried to me on the phone that he loves me and he wants to recover and be a changed person. That is just not realistic. I am so torn. Of couse I still love him but he is makin it so hard.