MichaelaLou
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I'm feelings pretty down right now and have been having thoughts of harming myself( I used to self harm daily for about 6 years) but as of now I'm a trainee psychiatric nurse and I feel as I'm in a position supporting people with similar issues, I shouldnt feel this way. I think it's mainly due to a failed essay at uni, if I fail again imoff the course. I failed by 2 percent, and despite numerous requests for supervision on my resubmission I got none. Aswell I went to a friends party last weekend and drank a bottle of red wine and a small alchopop. Somehow this got me to the point of vomiting allover my guy friends bed, hypervenalating, shaking and being sick for two days after. And I remember nothing from the night before. This has never happened to me and I feel so embarrassed and feel my friends are angry even though they say they aren't. Just a rant basicly.:/