I no longer feel the need to have this story published on a website - after hearing from many people on here and outside of this site it has become clear to me that some people are very quick to see things as they want to see them and not through my eyes. I mean no disrespect to anyone who has commented on this thread but sometimes things arent always as black and white as they seem you need to look a little deeper and i thank those of you who did. I also thank those of you who put your honest input regardless of if you agreed.
my descisions have been made - i stand firm i thinking i do not need councelling i can honestly say i am not messed up and i have dealt with what has happened which is why i feel the need to move on with my life. To keep going back to it will get me nowhere.
As for my brother he has said nothing further about taking this to the authorities since New years but is refusing to talk to me. In turn i have stopped speaking to and seeing my eldest brother as i will not be seen to be taking sides.
I have thought long and hard about this from many different angles and this is the right descision to be, the past month has been a a very tough one at first but has since been very calm and has been a month in which i have done a lot of a lot of reflecting.
I have put this explanation fort hose who may be following this thread until the admins delete
so if possible admins please delete
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my descisions have been made - i stand firm i thinking i do not need councelling i can honestly say i am not messed up and i have dealt with what has happened which is why i feel the need to move on with my life. To keep going back to it will get me nowhere.
As for my brother he has said nothing further about taking this to the authorities since New years but is refusing to talk to me. In turn i have stopped speaking to and seeing my eldest brother as i will not be seen to be taking sides.
I have thought long and hard about this from many different angles and this is the right descision to be, the past month has been a a very tough one at first but has since been very calm and has been a month in which i have done a lot of a lot of reflecting.
I have put this explanation fort hose who may be following this thread until the admins delete
so if possible admins please delete
xx