gigglegirl
Well-known member
Okay here goes, I just need to let go somewhere.
I've been overweight for my entire life, made it through school relatively unscathed, and have been somewhat successful in my university life and some of the opportunities extended to me in my professional life.
I feel like my weight is holding me back. I want to date, I want to get married, I want more out of my life. I know the basics on how to lose weight: eat less, move more.
I started weight watchers over a year ago, and started losing 15 pounds. I thought I had the principles, didn't want to spend the $13/week to go get weighed in as I have a lot of weight to lose that I stopped going. The weight came back.
I was honoured and asked to be maid of honour at my best friend's wedding this month. So month's back I was like "Okay, I can do this! Get your butt in gear, eat better, move more" then we ordered dresses and I thought oh yes, Ill need to have it taken in.
Well I am about 2 weeks away, put on the dress and was near a breakdown. I know people won't be looking at me, they will (and should) be looking at my friend and her fiance, but i feel like i'm such a fat ass.
I find I get so busy with work, that my mom and I just pick up dinner on our way home. Sometimes subs, sometimes more horrible food, so really I shouldn't be surprised it isn't falling off.
How can I stay on track once I get back on? I feel so low, like I'm in a hole that I'll never see the light. I'm toying with the idea of doing a food journal to try and keep accountable, force myself to go to the gym Sun/Tues/Thurs/Sat and cut out the shitty foods.
Change it all at once, change just one at a time?
I've been overweight for my entire life, made it through school relatively unscathed, and have been somewhat successful in my university life and some of the opportunities extended to me in my professional life.
I feel like my weight is holding me back. I want to date, I want to get married, I want more out of my life. I know the basics on how to lose weight: eat less, move more.
I started weight watchers over a year ago, and started losing 15 pounds. I thought I had the principles, didn't want to spend the $13/week to go get weighed in as I have a lot of weight to lose that I stopped going. The weight came back.
I was honoured and asked to be maid of honour at my best friend's wedding this month. So month's back I was like "Okay, I can do this! Get your butt in gear, eat better, move more" then we ordered dresses and I thought oh yes, Ill need to have it taken in.
Well I am about 2 weeks away, put on the dress and was near a breakdown. I know people won't be looking at me, they will (and should) be looking at my friend and her fiance, but i feel like i'm such a fat ass.
I find I get so busy with work, that my mom and I just pick up dinner on our way home. Sometimes subs, sometimes more horrible food, so really I shouldn't be surprised it isn't falling off.
How can I stay on track once I get back on? I feel so low, like I'm in a hole that I'll never see the light. I'm toying with the idea of doing a food journal to try and keep accountable, force myself to go to the gym Sun/Tues/Thurs/Sat and cut out the shitty foods.
Change it all at once, change just one at a time?