allthatgl1tt3rs
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Ok *takes deep breath* I really need your take on things please!
If you're prepared to read my spiel I'd be so grateful for your advice! You may remember my post about a friend who wasn't really giving me the respect and commitment to our friendship that I was giving her? See http://www.specktra.net/forum/f211/w...o-help-128987/ if you don't know already!
This same girl (we'll call her A to avoid confusion!) really let me down this weekend: I was invited by a friend of hers (let's call her B) who I've met and spent time with on a couple of occassions before, to go to her birthday bash - with a huge group of her girlfriends that I've never met before. For the stay overnight I was sharing a hotel room with A and another friend of hers (let's call her C) - both of whom I'm due to go on holiday with in June!
The night started well enough but when we were on the journey down I said something on a funny note - not offensive, just me being bubbly like I am, and A said to C "Oh yeah if she says anything crazy just ignore her. You can leave her in the corner and pretend she's not there" This seemed like a fair enough joke until she kept saying it later on and it began to lose its humour! A kept putting me down on hol, but I tried to ignore her.
It became apparent as the night went on and we reached the first club that A wanted to socialise with the rest of the girls (that I'd never met in my life) and C alone. C was really nice and made a good effort with me though, but A just kept avoiding me and acting like I wasn't there.
We moved onto the 2nd nightclub and I began to feel like I was invisible despite my efforts to mix with everyone. We were queuing outside the nightclub when I decided after everything that had gone on before with A and now this, I just wanted to run home. I called my bf and moved out of the queue to speak to him about what was going on in private - but I just burst into tears and just wanted to curl up in a ball
A and C came round the corner to find me upset and said they'd take me back to the hotel which I was really grateful for. A told me however that if it had been up to her she'd never have invited me because she knew how it could be "intimidating for me" what with the other girls who I didn't know! Great, so she just freely admitted she had no intention for me to be there and what's worse is that it wasn't the other girls who upset me, IT WAS HER!
When we got back to the hotel A and C made tonnes of inside jokes and ignored me the rest of the night and A really pushed my buttons. I hated every minute till we fell asleep. The next day was no better and by the drive home I wasn't really up for ever hanging out with A and C ever again.
A ended up sending me a message by the time I was home asking me if I still want to go on holiday with her and C in June. (Funny assumption for her to make unless she wants that to happen and has drove the situation so I do pull out...) I don't want to quite frankly if she's going to keep being harsh and ignoring me despite everything I've tried to do for her. I'll feel like a third wheel. But how do I tell her?!
The girl who's birthday it was (B) has since got in touch and checked on me to see if I'm okay and wants to meet up with me. But A is far closer to her than I am and I'm worried if I rock the boat by saying I don't wanna go on holiday with her and C, A will tell B what a cow I am for pulling out and B will ignore me too.
But it's got to a point this weekend where I feel like never hanging out with girls again - this situation keeps happening: I make a friend -> friend seems to have some esteem issues so I help friend when she's blue -> friend then just gets in touch to ask for help -> friend then wanders off and kicks me where it hurts.
What do I say to get out of this holiday and do I just call a day on this entire friendship?
TIA x
If you're prepared to read my spiel I'd be so grateful for your advice! You may remember my post about a friend who wasn't really giving me the respect and commitment to our friendship that I was giving her? See http://www.specktra.net/forum/f211/w...o-help-128987/ if you don't know already!
This same girl (we'll call her A to avoid confusion!) really let me down this weekend: I was invited by a friend of hers (let's call her B) who I've met and spent time with on a couple of occassions before, to go to her birthday bash - with a huge group of her girlfriends that I've never met before. For the stay overnight I was sharing a hotel room with A and another friend of hers (let's call her C) - both of whom I'm due to go on holiday with in June!
The night started well enough but when we were on the journey down I said something on a funny note - not offensive, just me being bubbly like I am, and A said to C "Oh yeah if she says anything crazy just ignore her. You can leave her in the corner and pretend she's not there" This seemed like a fair enough joke until she kept saying it later on and it began to lose its humour! A kept putting me down on hol, but I tried to ignore her.
It became apparent as the night went on and we reached the first club that A wanted to socialise with the rest of the girls (that I'd never met in my life) and C alone. C was really nice and made a good effort with me though, but A just kept avoiding me and acting like I wasn't there.
We moved onto the 2nd nightclub and I began to feel like I was invisible despite my efforts to mix with everyone. We were queuing outside the nightclub when I decided after everything that had gone on before with A and now this, I just wanted to run home. I called my bf and moved out of the queue to speak to him about what was going on in private - but I just burst into tears and just wanted to curl up in a ball
A and C came round the corner to find me upset and said they'd take me back to the hotel which I was really grateful for. A told me however that if it had been up to her she'd never have invited me because she knew how it could be "intimidating for me" what with the other girls who I didn't know! Great, so she just freely admitted she had no intention for me to be there and what's worse is that it wasn't the other girls who upset me, IT WAS HER!
When we got back to the hotel A and C made tonnes of inside jokes and ignored me the rest of the night and A really pushed my buttons. I hated every minute till we fell asleep. The next day was no better and by the drive home I wasn't really up for ever hanging out with A and C ever again.
A ended up sending me a message by the time I was home asking me if I still want to go on holiday with her and C in June. (Funny assumption for her to make unless she wants that to happen and has drove the situation so I do pull out...) I don't want to quite frankly if she's going to keep being harsh and ignoring me despite everything I've tried to do for her. I'll feel like a third wheel. But how do I tell her?!
The girl who's birthday it was (B) has since got in touch and checked on me to see if I'm okay and wants to meet up with me. But A is far closer to her than I am and I'm worried if I rock the boat by saying I don't wanna go on holiday with her and C, A will tell B what a cow I am for pulling out and B will ignore me too.
But it's got to a point this weekend where I feel like never hanging out with girls again - this situation keeps happening: I make a friend -> friend seems to have some esteem issues so I help friend when she's blue -> friend then just gets in touch to ask for help -> friend then wanders off and kicks me where it hurts.
What do I say to get out of this holiday and do I just call a day on this entire friendship?
TIA x