You still look great, even if you don't think you're pale. I'd consider you to just have light skin versus medium or tanned skin.
I think when you get used to it, you'll really like it.
I promise you're not as pale as you think-- Im @ that pt right now too.. I havent tanned in over a month and im lk-- wtf is going on w/ my skin? But you are still dark- youve still got your tan goin on!!!