SagMaria
Well-known member
Haven't posted here in a long time, glad to be back....
It just feels lately that I don't feel happy, something always feels off. I am always worried, down....but not severley depressed or anything...issues with me family are bothering me...my family and I haven't had a 100 % perfect relationship, in fact at time it was very bad. Thing were done and said but I guess the past is the past and I don't want to go rehashing the whole story. Anyways it seems know I just cannot get close to my family.
I feel so awkward around my mom and dad, like I can't show my true self, I don't know how long it's been since I told them I love them and I do but I just can't seem to get my words and feelings out of my mouth. I'd like to be closer but I am at a loss on where to start, I don't know what to do or say.
I always worry about them too, like something will happen and I'll be crushed as I cannot live without them.
I feel like I am crazy or something. I think this has to do somewhat with my anxiety that I have, but it feels like my whole life is a mess and I would like to be closer to my family, happier, have less worries....
Does anyone have any suggestions? Anyone in the same boat? I do love to read so if anyone could recommend a really good self-help book that would be great. I appreciate it guys.
It just feels lately that I don't feel happy, something always feels off. I am always worried, down....but not severley depressed or anything...issues with me family are bothering me...my family and I haven't had a 100 % perfect relationship, in fact at time it was very bad. Thing were done and said but I guess the past is the past and I don't want to go rehashing the whole story. Anyways it seems know I just cannot get close to my family.
I feel so awkward around my mom and dad, like I can't show my true self, I don't know how long it's been since I told them I love them and I do but I just can't seem to get my words and feelings out of my mouth. I'd like to be closer but I am at a loss on where to start, I don't know what to do or say.
I always worry about them too, like something will happen and I'll be crushed as I cannot live without them.
I feel like I am crazy or something. I think this has to do somewhat with my anxiety that I have, but it feels like my whole life is a mess and I would like to be closer to my family, happier, have less worries....
Does anyone have any suggestions? Anyone in the same boat? I do love to read so if anyone could recommend a really good self-help book that would be great. I appreciate it guys.