MacAddict_Sami
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Let me first start off by saying that I absolutely love my boyfriend and he is the most SUPPORTIVE person in my life! But lately things have seemed soo strained between us. I have recently suffered a miscarriage in which the doctors think had alot to do with the fact that I am undergoing radiation treatment for Graves Disease. I didn't even know that I was pregnant until about 2 weeks ago; but I was told I would need to terminate if I wanted to carry on treatment. At this point I had decided to stop treatment (against doctors advice) and take my chances with the pregnancy; bear in mind, this is the 3 time I've been pregnant in about a 10 month span (I always miscarry during the 2nd-3rd month). Yesterday, long story short, I ended up in the hospital and was told that I miscarried. Needless to say, I was a complete wreck; my boyfriend took me home and held me for hours while I just cried until I fell asleep; when I woke up he was asleep on my floor while I was on the bed; Today we went to the doctors together and came up with a plan to fight the Graves Disease, which I am happy to say has shown great improvement and we will no longer be doing Radiation but will be using a new antithyroid drug; since our visit to the doctors I have not spoken to him; I've been ignoring his calls and I am not really sure why; I just don't want to talk to him; All I really want to do is cry; I know I should let him in, because I know he could help, but I just don't want him around right now; and the worst part is, On Thursday I am supposed to be going on a business trip for 2 and 1/2 weeks to Louisville, KY; I don't know if I should go anymore; I am so lost, I am not sure what to do or how to go about doing it...Am I just emotional because of the miscarriage?