Wow, I'm so sorry. She was your pediatrician...that's not easy. You remember her fondly as the nice lady who consoled you when you needed it. Why do these things happen to good people....I'm sorry....
I'm sorry too. I know all about hiding feelings. Nobody ever takes me serious when I'm down because I seem okay on the outside. Jumping off a roof is so sad too.
I really can't believe life makes people do that to themselves.
Val-x, I hope you know you can seek support here anytime from myself and probably any of us if you need to talk. It hurts me inside to think you are feeling this way.
Yes if anyone else is feeling this way at all, please talk to someone. There is an answer to everything. =) The tragic death of my pediatrician has made me appreciate life and my loved ones. It's like I suddenly hear the birds chirping and appreciate the sounds of the ocean waves. I have a new appreciation for life. =)