KAIA
Well-known member
hey girls!!
Well, i know i´ve been MIA =( but let me tell you what´s been going on with me...
I posted this:
http://specktra.net/f183/back-peru-n...yfriend-84954/
some time ago (november 07) well i´m not with that guy anymore..
he dumped me, we were together only 3 weeks.
One day he comes to me and says... ¨uhmmm before i was with you i had sex with another girl, and she called me this morning.. she´s pregnant ¨ I could not believe what i was hearing.. all i can say is that i went crazy!!! i was falling for this guy, and it hurted me so bad to hear that, it was so unexpected, but after all, i said, that i was going to be with him anyway, even if he had a baby, i mean it wasn´t the baby´s fault.
He said no, and I was very depressed, to make thing worst, around that time i started a psytric(sp?) treatment for anxiety, bulimia, depression.. so obviously those news made everything worst. I tried to suicide 2 days after that.. thanks god a friend of mine found me, and call my family , it was really bad.. after that my life went crazy, everything was upside down, i started to drink again all the time, at any time, I would end up wasted on the street, i was hooking up with whoever , i was a complete mess.
But everything changed for good, around christmas time, my best friend Shirley told me that my friends from my ex-college (that i didn´t see them for 4 years) were getting together for new year, so i decided to go, that day i saw Jonathan.
I know him for 6 years, we hardly ever talked because i used to be very shy , so was he, but i always thought he was handsome and very interesting.
It was kinda like a secret love, because he admitted that he liked me too, so for all this 6 years we´ve been quiet, not anymore, and it´s great...
I´m so happy now... I love him, so much .. I´ve never felt like this before, and he makes me feel like a princess, i truly feel like i found my other half.
Life is crazy because i felt sooo bad when my ex dumped me , the way he did it, and all that it hurted me so much that i scared to trust again.. and i actually dated idiots all my life, and suddenly this guy comes over and i feel like rescue me, like he save me from all that crazy and messy life i was living, And i want to get better for me and for him, that´s how i´m sure i´m love, because it´s that power that i feel since we are together, like i can do anything i want..
Sorry if you guys are bored :S... but i just wanted to share ...=)
i´ll post pics later on the say cheese section.
Kisses.
Kaia.
Well, i know i´ve been MIA =( but let me tell you what´s been going on with me...
I posted this:
http://specktra.net/f183/back-peru-n...yfriend-84954/
some time ago (november 07) well i´m not with that guy anymore..
he dumped me, we were together only 3 weeks.
One day he comes to me and says... ¨uhmmm before i was with you i had sex with another girl, and she called me this morning.. she´s pregnant ¨ I could not believe what i was hearing.. all i can say is that i went crazy!!! i was falling for this guy, and it hurted me so bad to hear that, it was so unexpected, but after all, i said, that i was going to be with him anyway, even if he had a baby, i mean it wasn´t the baby´s fault.
He said no, and I was very depressed, to make thing worst, around that time i started a psytric(sp?) treatment for anxiety, bulimia, depression.. so obviously those news made everything worst. I tried to suicide 2 days after that.. thanks god a friend of mine found me, and call my family , it was really bad.. after that my life went crazy, everything was upside down, i started to drink again all the time, at any time, I would end up wasted on the street, i was hooking up with whoever , i was a complete mess.
But everything changed for good, around christmas time, my best friend Shirley told me that my friends from my ex-college (that i didn´t see them for 4 years) were getting together for new year, so i decided to go, that day i saw Jonathan.
I know him for 6 years, we hardly ever talked because i used to be very shy , so was he, but i always thought he was handsome and very interesting.
It was kinda like a secret love, because he admitted that he liked me too, so for all this 6 years we´ve been quiet, not anymore, and it´s great...
I´m so happy now... I love him, so much .. I´ve never felt like this before, and he makes me feel like a princess, i truly feel like i found my other half.
Life is crazy because i felt sooo bad when my ex dumped me , the way he did it, and all that it hurted me so much that i scared to trust again.. and i actually dated idiots all my life, and suddenly this guy comes over and i feel like rescue me, like he save me from all that crazy and messy life i was living, And i want to get better for me and for him, that´s how i´m sure i´m love, because it´s that power that i feel since we are together, like i can do anything i want..
Sorry if you guys are bored :S... but i just wanted to share ...=)
i´ll post pics later on the say cheese section.
Kisses.
Kaia.
