Pascal
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I know it has largely to do with my PMDD, Premenstural Dysphoric Disorder. It is very hard to cope with, almost unbearable. I don't know what to do. I use to take Prozac for my depression, but I'm not depressed anymore, I anly get violent, rude, bitchy and hateful the week before my period, and right before it ends. I am out of control, losing it. I don't know if I should go back to the doctor and talk to them in regards to taking Prozac for only when it gets to be around that time of the month. I just hate myself, and others around. PMDD is so hard to deal with I don't know what to do, my hands are tied, I have no control until after I have caused drama with the people I care about the most.
Sometimes at work I can't even type or look at the computer, I can't function normally or do one paper, I can't even make a phone call, I sit there and cry until I have no more tears to cry and figure I will somehow get through the day.
Sometimes I just feel so helpless, and all I can do is cry and feel bad. Nothing will make me feel better, and if it does it will last a couple of weeks and I'm back to me again. Sometimes when I'm so sad I just feel like I'm losing it. Like I'm out of control, I breathe really fast paced, I try to calm myself down, my tears just fall from my eyes like a waterfall that won't stop. I call my best friend up today and he had a surprise planned for me since last week and I was a total bitch to him, I took it out on him, I hurt his feelings and cussed at him, just because I knew I could and that he's a nice guy and knows that I'm just on my period or angry. I feel so bad, I called him back and apologized to him. But I did it to him last week too. He accepted my apaology then too. I just feel so edgy. I can't figure anything out anymore, I hurt the people around me, the people that care about me.
Sometimes at work I can't even type or look at the computer, I can't function normally or do one paper, I can't even make a phone call, I sit there and cry until I have no more tears to cry and figure I will somehow get through the day.
Sometimes I just feel so helpless, and all I can do is cry and feel bad. Nothing will make me feel better, and if it does it will last a couple of weeks and I'm back to me again. Sometimes when I'm so sad I just feel like I'm losing it. Like I'm out of control, I breathe really fast paced, I try to calm myself down, my tears just fall from my eyes like a waterfall that won't stop. I call my best friend up today and he had a surprise planned for me since last week and I was a total bitch to him, I took it out on him, I hurt his feelings and cussed at him, just because I knew I could and that he's a nice guy and knows that I'm just on my period or angry. I feel so bad, I called him back and apologized to him. But I did it to him last week too. He accepted my apaology then too. I just feel so edgy. I can't figure anything out anymore, I hurt the people around me, the people that care about me.