ToxicAllure
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Basically I've struggled with my weight since...well forever. I've always been on the chubby side and it always bothered me, it wasn't until 7th grade when I started getting teased that I did anything about it.
By the time 8th grade rolled around I devolped a nasty little case of bulimia that I kept up for most of the year, I was also partying with certain friends and "experimenting" with drugs and alcohol. I kept it up for about 6+ months then slowly started to stop because I didn't like what I was seeing in the mirror, sickly looking skin, icky hair, dark circles etc. I put on weight but I didn't mind.
Then I moved and started high school, and also started purging again, the added stress from my family and my old friends started eating at me. Plus I had gotten myself into a pretty unhealthy relationship. About a year later I stopped and got back on track. But since then I've gone up and down with my weight. I'll gain 20lbs, lose 15lbs etc etc etc.
But I'm going through another change and I want my body too as well, but in a healthy weigh. I don't care about the size of my jeans, or the number on the scale. I just want to be fit and healthy. Plus I'm starting a job where I will be working from home, so hitting the gym will be good for me. Annnd I'm about to start a relationship with the most awesome guy ever (yeah I'm totally smiling right now) and even though he likes me for me...I still wanna look even better him.
And I would like most of this to be done by the end of October early November at the lastest.
By the time 8th grade rolled around I devolped a nasty little case of bulimia that I kept up for most of the year, I was also partying with certain friends and "experimenting" with drugs and alcohol. I kept it up for about 6+ months then slowly started to stop because I didn't like what I was seeing in the mirror, sickly looking skin, icky hair, dark circles etc. I put on weight but I didn't mind.
Then I moved and started high school, and also started purging again, the added stress from my family and my old friends started eating at me. Plus I had gotten myself into a pretty unhealthy relationship. About a year later I stopped and got back on track. But since then I've gone up and down with my weight. I'll gain 20lbs, lose 15lbs etc etc etc.
But I'm going through another change and I want my body too as well, but in a healthy weigh. I don't care about the size of my jeans, or the number on the scale. I just want to be fit and healthy. Plus I'm starting a job where I will be working from home, so hitting the gym will be good for me. Annnd I'm about to start a relationship with the most awesome guy ever (yeah I'm totally smiling right now) and even though he likes me for me...I still wanna look even better him.
Fitness Goals
-Increase my metabolism
-Lose approx. 30-40lbs (I'll settle for 25lbs depending on mucsle gain)
-Lost inches all over
-Tone everything, EVERYWHERE
-Feel confident in my clothes
-Look sexy for my man
-Increase my metabolism
-Lose approx. 30-40lbs (I'll settle for 25lbs depending on mucsle gain)
-Lost inches all over
-Tone everything, EVERYWHERE
-Feel confident in my clothes
-Look sexy for my man
And I would like most of this to be done by the end of October early November at the lastest.
My Plan
-Hit the gym at least 3x a week
-Do "at home" workouts 2x a week
-Eat healthier and watch my meal sizes
Weight
Starting: 170.1lbs
Sept. 2nd 2007:165.8lbs
-Hit the gym at least 3x a week
-Do "at home" workouts 2x a week
-Eat healthier and watch my meal sizes
Weight
Starting: 170.1lbs
Sept. 2nd 2007:165.8lbs
