beautifulxdisaster
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feeel free to move it to deep if it fits there more. but OKAY I'll try not to spill my gut out but I'm just so confused right now.
I transferred to another high school mid September, knowing no one here. I currently have a crappy part in marching band yet I still have to go to all these practices. But that's besides the point! Okay, maybe I should just sum it up or something.
I play in pit for the field show which are the people who just stand there right? but I play baritone as an actual instrument but I can't play that because I came too late to be added to the drill. My baritone partner *there's only 2 of us baritones* recently told me that he liked me. He's not my type but I'm OKAY with him liking me except for the fact that he keeps INSISTING that I go out with him. Plus he lives near me so I usually walk with him and this comes up every time. How many times do I have to say "no I only see you as a friend, awkward blahblahblah you're not really my bf type etc. etc."
Then I start hanging out with some more people and an alto saxophone player that's a good friend. At a competition, the baritone player all of a sudden flips the table and says that I should go out with the saxophone guy because he needs a girlfriend. I tell him that it'd be wrong to go out with him just because "he needs a girlfriend"
So another day, walking home with the baritone guy he says he was just messing around about the alto sax. and that it's him who likes me and that I should go out with him. UGHGUGHGUGHUGHUG WHAT???!?!?!?!? I tell him I don't like that messing around type of thing and he tells me all the advantages of going out with him.
Which are... "I'll help you with your baritone playing since we live near each other" Dude, you're my baritone partner, we're supposed to be helping out each other ANYWAY, no? "all my relationships have been long term ones" and "no one will have to know" I'd like to mention the bad b.o. but didn't want to sound all superficial and all that jazz but yeah.
At the same time I have a big crush on a trumpet, whom I'm really interested in and I get butterflies everytime I sit next to him or talk to him and I especially did at this saturday's competition and we won first and he reached his arms out to me and I jumped and we had a long hug and he lifted me off my feet *BIG SIGH* he's always on my mind. And my old friend trumpet that goes to another school thinks he's really nice. I don't think it's whats turning me off to the baritone but I'm just so confuzzled now.
I don't know of anything else to say right now and its late so good night you guys!!
I transferred to another high school mid September, knowing no one here. I currently have a crappy part in marching band yet I still have to go to all these practices. But that's besides the point! Okay, maybe I should just sum it up or something.
I play in pit for the field show which are the people who just stand there right? but I play baritone as an actual instrument but I can't play that because I came too late to be added to the drill. My baritone partner *there's only 2 of us baritones* recently told me that he liked me. He's not my type but I'm OKAY with him liking me except for the fact that he keeps INSISTING that I go out with him. Plus he lives near me so I usually walk with him and this comes up every time. How many times do I have to say "no I only see you as a friend, awkward blahblahblah you're not really my bf type etc. etc."
Then I start hanging out with some more people and an alto saxophone player that's a good friend. At a competition, the baritone player all of a sudden flips the table and says that I should go out with the saxophone guy because he needs a girlfriend. I tell him that it'd be wrong to go out with him just because "he needs a girlfriend"
So another day, walking home with the baritone guy he says he was just messing around about the alto sax. and that it's him who likes me and that I should go out with him. UGHGUGHGUGHUGHUG WHAT???!?!?!?!? I tell him I don't like that messing around type of thing and he tells me all the advantages of going out with him.
Which are... "I'll help you with your baritone playing since we live near each other" Dude, you're my baritone partner, we're supposed to be helping out each other ANYWAY, no? "all my relationships have been long term ones" and "no one will have to know" I'd like to mention the bad b.o. but didn't want to sound all superficial and all that jazz but yeah.
At the same time I have a big crush on a trumpet, whom I'm really interested in and I get butterflies everytime I sit next to him or talk to him and I especially did at this saturday's competition and we won first and he reached his arms out to me and I jumped and we had a long hug and he lifted me off my feet *BIG SIGH* he's always on my mind. And my old friend trumpet that goes to another school thinks he's really nice. I don't think it's whats turning me off to the baritone but I'm just so confuzzled now.
