revinn
Well-known member
Start Date: March 13th, 2008
Alright, SO.
Between the ages of 11 and 13, I struggled with an eating disorder. I was already tiny, but I dropped down to an alarming size. Ever since I overcame my disease, I've gradually put on weight, and ballooned up another ten pounds just this year. Which adds up to between 30 and 40 pounds in four years. Yipes. I naturally have a hourglass shape, with a really small waist, tiny hands and feet..I'm supposed to be thin. My boobs and butt have always, ALWAYS been on the generous side, and I have always had some hips..but I don't recognize my body anymore. I feel like I'm trapped in someone else's body, and it needs to change.
I always stop and start, over and over, and go to the extremes to lose weight. This time, I'm going in stages and sticking to it; there's too much I need to look good for. I'm going to keep this journal so you guys can kick my ass if I slack off! I'll record each goal after the deadline for the first one has passed. There are three all together.
I guess I'll share my weight and measurements first..dear lord, I can't believe I'm posting this stuff online..but here goes:
Weight: 143 lbs (already down two in three days, haha)
Bust: 35
Waist: 36
Ribs: 28
Arm: 12
Thigh: 24
Hips: 39
Calves: 15
Oh it makes me sick..I know it's not HUGE, but it really is for me..
Ok, so on to goal number 1: Band Trip, April 22nd, 2008
I'm going to NYC/Maine/Boston/New Jersey for a week with our school band (yes, I AM a nerd), and I'd like to drop 10 lbs and some inches by then. 10 may not be realistic, but I'm shooting for it, and if I don't quite make it, at least I'll have lost some weight..That's a month and one week away..sheesh. This would put my at 133 lbs by April 22nd.
I'll post every few days what I've been doing, and put up updated measurements and weight every Thursday. I hope I can finally do it this time!
Alright, SO.
Between the ages of 11 and 13, I struggled with an eating disorder. I was already tiny, but I dropped down to an alarming size. Ever since I overcame my disease, I've gradually put on weight, and ballooned up another ten pounds just this year. Which adds up to between 30 and 40 pounds in four years. Yipes. I naturally have a hourglass shape, with a really small waist, tiny hands and feet..I'm supposed to be thin. My boobs and butt have always, ALWAYS been on the generous side, and I have always had some hips..but I don't recognize my body anymore. I feel like I'm trapped in someone else's body, and it needs to change.
I always stop and start, over and over, and go to the extremes to lose weight. This time, I'm going in stages and sticking to it; there's too much I need to look good for. I'm going to keep this journal so you guys can kick my ass if I slack off! I'll record each goal after the deadline for the first one has passed. There are three all together.
I guess I'll share my weight and measurements first..dear lord, I can't believe I'm posting this stuff online..but here goes:
Weight: 143 lbs (already down two in three days, haha)
Bust: 35
Waist: 36
Ribs: 28
Arm: 12
Thigh: 24
Hips: 39
Calves: 15
Oh it makes me sick..I know it's not HUGE, but it really is for me..
Ok, so on to goal number 1: Band Trip, April 22nd, 2008
I'm going to NYC/Maine/Boston/New Jersey for a week with our school band (yes, I AM a nerd), and I'd like to drop 10 lbs and some inches by then. 10 may not be realistic, but I'm shooting for it, and if I don't quite make it, at least I'll have lost some weight..That's a month and one week away..sheesh. This would put my at 133 lbs by April 22nd.
I'll post every few days what I've been doing, and put up updated measurements and weight every Thursday. I hope I can finally do it this time!