sbetsy
Well-known member
I had my annual girly-doctor appointment today and I feel all horrible now. The nurse-practitioner lady was nice and mom-like and the office had friendly signs that said things like "Vaginas are cool" and "Hey, the gyno college called and said that the pabst beer was fine - I thought you didn't like beer?" and nothing traumatic happened unless you count having to take off your clothes in front of a total stranger and having them feel you up and then insert some scary metal thing into your you-know-what and then poke around in you. Then I came home and hugged my dog a lot and then I took a shower and cried and then sat on my bed for hours. My boyfriend came over but I didn't want to go out and we just ordered delivery and stayed at home. Grown-ups have these exams all the time and I've had them (almost) every year since I was like 16 (and I'm 29 now) - why do I always feel so wretched afterwards? I think I used to be so much better with it than I am now.