AmiS4ys
Well-known member
So, as I've said, this is probably going to be THE lamest post on this board.
I've played lacrosse since I was in 9 years old. I had stopped playing for a year when I just turned 19, and honestly it's driving me crazy for all the wrong reasons.
I've used lacrosse throughout my life to get away from a lot of problems in my house. I used it to vent out aggression, physically become stronger and actually bond with girls my age. For me, it built up a lot of self-discipline that I'm pretty sure I wouldn't of had today if I had not joined.
I gave it up a year ago to go to a school that didn't have lacrosse nor the funding to even create a lacrosse club. With a lot of things going on in my life right now, I really need that ability to get away from it all for a couple of hours a day just to use up some energy on the game and not on my problems.
I came back home, and am transferring to another school which has Club Lacrosse...only to find out I can't join. Their playing/practice schedule interferes with my job schedule TREMENDOUSLY. Unfortunately, I am not at a job where my hours are flexible.
I wouldn't ask whether I should have a job or play lacrosse, the answer is pretty obvious, I need to keep a job. But at this point, I don't know what else that can help me emotionally and physically. Physically, I feel myself gaining weight, I feel myself bottling up anger that I shouldn't have so much of, and I've basically reverted to being the quiet, lonely girl with no friends. It's such a flip-flop of my character before I quit the game.
One would never think that a silly sport could do so much to a person, but doesn't everyone have their own niche? Something that they're good at, you know?
Er, help?
I've played lacrosse since I was in 9 years old. I had stopped playing for a year when I just turned 19, and honestly it's driving me crazy for all the wrong reasons.
I've used lacrosse throughout my life to get away from a lot of problems in my house. I used it to vent out aggression, physically become stronger and actually bond with girls my age. For me, it built up a lot of self-discipline that I'm pretty sure I wouldn't of had today if I had not joined.
I gave it up a year ago to go to a school that didn't have lacrosse nor the funding to even create a lacrosse club. With a lot of things going on in my life right now, I really need that ability to get away from it all for a couple of hours a day just to use up some energy on the game and not on my problems.
I came back home, and am transferring to another school which has Club Lacrosse...only to find out I can't join. Their playing/practice schedule interferes with my job schedule TREMENDOUSLY. Unfortunately, I am not at a job where my hours are flexible.
I wouldn't ask whether I should have a job or play lacrosse, the answer is pretty obvious, I need to keep a job. But at this point, I don't know what else that can help me emotionally and physically. Physically, I feel myself gaining weight, I feel myself bottling up anger that I shouldn't have so much of, and I've basically reverted to being the quiet, lonely girl with no friends. It's such a flip-flop of my character before I quit the game.
One would never think that a silly sport could do so much to a person, but doesn't everyone have their own niche? Something that they're good at, you know?
Er, help?