omg the scariest thing happened to me. I was parking at TD bank and I got so dizzy and lightheaded. I didn't know what I was doing and went over the bump and into the wooden fence

I feel terrible since it was my bf's car. there isn't any major damage except some fine lines and dirty scaffs, but the whole thing really shook me up and now I am so afraid to get behind the wheel again. why am I always so close to death? Q___Q I'm lucky this didn't happen while I was going 50 on normal roads. I was only trying to pay off my bill and grab some money for surf baby

I feel terrible.......! I told him right away about it and he was very forgiving about it. My sister also told me that she would drive me if I was not feeling well. I recovered from heart failure 3 years back (I wrote about it on Specktra back then when I thought I was going to die). It is like I am doomed in life and I am only 23... sorry for being off topic..
anyway, I got to the mall and back home safely and got:
surf USA
hibiscus
my paradise - so pretty, I had to have it even though I never touched marine life. at least I can use the edge and keep the print intact since it is so thick.
careblend powder medium - I wear NC 20 but these run pretty light
prep n prime lash (HG!!)
a bunch of foundation samples from sephora (mufe face and body, mufe matte velvet, nars sheer glow) and that new "ultimate dual exfoliating face brush"
I also bought 4 pairs of shorts from sirens (buy 1 get 1 free)
I still want strange potion and short shorts... but surf USA is lovely. it does remind me of newly minted! I love vegas volt, exibitionist, ever hip, etc so I really love hibiscus. I already have perenial high style and pink lemonade, so do I still need strange potion (I skipped disney - don't shoot me)? Swell baby is really nice but so very similar to bough grey. I love greys.. but it is so redundant.