Thank you, genuinely. I am sorry you've felt the need to have to do so, as I obviously want you to be welcomed to the forum and enjoy yourself. My fear with them is just so extreme I can't cope. If I didn't know how they try to make people get over it in therapy, I'd go. Thank you again, though, and welcome to Specktra. That's nuts. How can companies send things like that? They're just asking to be forced to re-send products or give refunds. Nuh uh, I don't. I've had all kinds and I just cannot cope. My biggest fear in life is something happening to my family, but, really, this is like.. tied. It's that extreme. I can actually sense when they're near now it's so bad. :nope: