Ohh Brit I know I'm late, but I hope "better late than never" still means something.
I am so sorry your relationship didnt have a happy ending
We all knew how much you loved him and will probably always care for him. All that matters, however, is YOUR happines and we will always try to make you feel better when you're down. I saw the pic of you and your Mac kitten and it is so precious
I know the times arent the best and that you probably dont put your looks on your priority list, but yu still look amazing. Again, the photo of you and your kitty - you're just as beautiful as you always were.
I hope the grief will end soon, the pain will probably stop but I guess you'll miss him for some time still. It's always like this with break ups.
Anyways, could you ask the mods to change your Specktra name instead of creating a new one?
Lots of love and hugs from me