Words cannot adequately express how sorry I am to hear that you've lost your precious little one. I want to say that you can rail and scream at God! He can take it and still will love you and cradle you in His arms. I pray that somehow, you recieve some comfort for your sweet broken heart. I can only imagine the anger, frustration and sense of abandonment that you must feel. I've not lost a baby in my body, but I did lose twins that I'd raised from birth to two 1/2 years. It was the most devastating thing I've ever experienced. I railed and railed at God and four years later, I'm just beginning to understand some things, though I think I'll never fully understand this side of heaven. You and your baby are precious. You are loved no matter how you feel right now. God knows, and cares and will be there for you when you are ready to recieve His love. So very Sorry! So very sorry. I know that many are saying don't blame God, but I would tell you that if that's what you feel, then freely express it. I pray though, that after you've washed through the waves of anger, your heart will begin to experience some healing and you can turn to the God who created you and made you for a very special purpose.
