nursee81
Well-known member
i am writing this because maybe someone on here will be able to help me and give me some good advice. I'm 28 yrs old and the mother to 3 girls that I love with all of my heart. I'm married to their their father who I do love and care for.
This is my problem every now and then I feel like I'm lost or that I am missing something. I am not quite sure what that something is, but I know there is something. I feel like I have missed out on a lot of my youth because I settled down to young and had children. I don't want to feel resentment towards my family but there are days that I do. Is that wrong it feels wrong.
For example one thing that I regret is just doing a civil marriage, I have always wanted a wedding and the whole nine but since we couldn't afford it we decided to go to the court house and get married. I was also pregnant at the time and didn't want to have our second child out of wedlock again.
With my friend half are single or either in a relationship and are married. I feel like my friends that aren't married look at me and think your so dumb to settle down so young. And my married friends are all either miserable one day and happy the next.
I feel like I should be going out and enjoying myself and having a good time. But with a husband and kids at home its hard and I don't have the time. Sometimes I wish I could just go back in time and change everything. I feel happy at time but other I don't.
I'm really not sure what to think or do can you guys please help me.
TIA
This is my problem every now and then I feel like I'm lost or that I am missing something. I am not quite sure what that something is, but I know there is something. I feel like I have missed out on a lot of my youth because I settled down to young and had children. I don't want to feel resentment towards my family but there are days that I do. Is that wrong it feels wrong.
For example one thing that I regret is just doing a civil marriage, I have always wanted a wedding and the whole nine but since we couldn't afford it we decided to go to the court house and get married. I was also pregnant at the time and didn't want to have our second child out of wedlock again.
With my friend half are single or either in a relationship and are married. I feel like my friends that aren't married look at me and think your so dumb to settle down so young. And my married friends are all either miserable one day and happy the next.
I feel like I should be going out and enjoying myself and having a good time. But with a husband and kids at home its hard and I don't have the time. Sometimes I wish I could just go back in time and change everything. I feel happy at time but other I don't.
I'm really not sure what to think or do can you guys please help me.
TIA