thestarsfall
Well-known member
I haven't been on here in the longest time...OMG. Anyway...I feel more comfortable posting this question here rather than on any other forum I go to, mainly cuz my boyfriend is on all the other forums I go to....(except he keeps makeup related things to me and me only so yay)....
Yeah, anyways....I'll just be blunt.
My boyfriend doesn't go down on me. Like, he hates it. And it makes me feel awful because he says he can't stand the smell...but, in all honesty, I don't think I smell? Like I mean obviously if I haven't showered that day and was sitting on the train all morning...yeah....but it's not like I am being gross and making him do it. Even fresh outta the shower he refuses.
And then all these other girls I know talk about how their boys love getting them off from oral, and everything and I get jealous. And sad. And then I feel pathetic cuz I am jealous and sad of oral sex. Heh.
And I mean, there are things I don't like doing as much, but I still will do them cuz I know he likes them....but its gotten to the point that I kinda don't want him to do it cuz I know he won't enjoy it, and thus I won't enjoy it cuz I then feel like I am forcing it on him.
Gah...
I am sexually frustrated already cuz he lives frickin 5 hours away and we are both broke.
Yeah, anyways....I'll just be blunt.
My boyfriend doesn't go down on me. Like, he hates it. And it makes me feel awful because he says he can't stand the smell...but, in all honesty, I don't think I smell? Like I mean obviously if I haven't showered that day and was sitting on the train all morning...yeah....but it's not like I am being gross and making him do it. Even fresh outta the shower he refuses.
And then all these other girls I know talk about how their boys love getting them off from oral, and everything and I get jealous. And sad. And then I feel pathetic cuz I am jealous and sad of oral sex. Heh.
And I mean, there are things I don't like doing as much, but I still will do them cuz I know he likes them....but its gotten to the point that I kinda don't want him to do it cuz I know he won't enjoy it, and thus I won't enjoy it cuz I then feel like I am forcing it on him.
Gah...
I am sexually frustrated already cuz he lives frickin 5 hours away and we are both broke.