Susanne-I am sorry to hear about your bad news. You create such a positive energy and are so helpful to others here on this site. I believe that when this type of person consistently puts themselves out there, good things will come back to them. Take some important time to grieve and feel sad, then plan your next move. You have a huge support system here to help you through this tough time. Hang in there!
Hearing about newest development...Congratulations!