BEA2LS
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I am so overwhelmed right now.. recently my boyfriend and i have started hanging out with new friends.. and last night we were at someone's house and i wanted to go home to bed (i had work today, he didn't) and he wanted to stay.. one of the girls asked if i minded, which i didn't, but he barely said goodbye to me (he insisted he said goodbye, but i ignored him, idk). i dropped the landuary that was in my car off at his apartment (which i techincally live in but was staying at my moms house this week to watch her house and i knew company was probably coming over and since it is a stuido, i didnt want to be bothered..)
well he didn't call or text me or anything while he was out but text me this morning saying he had a lot he had to say.
he ended up going to a strip club! but because he didn't have his ID (He's 23 but looks younger) hey kicked them out. this was with two females and one guy. i flipped out! i trust that he didn't do anything wrong but the point of him going there without even texting me to give me a heads up made me insane! i am glad he was upfront with me and know i am over-reacting but this really upset me.
than i did something really stupid lol and told him something ive been keeping from him.. so i now i feel guilty about flipping out on him!
the thing is, he's really isolated, me and him really dont have friends and it was me who pushed him into going out.. he said he;ll never go out again (he goes through times when he barely leaves the house, so it might be true) but i told him we need friends, blah blah.
idk i just needed to vent
well he didn't call or text me or anything while he was out but text me this morning saying he had a lot he had to say.
he ended up going to a strip club! but because he didn't have his ID (He's 23 but looks younger) hey kicked them out. this was with two females and one guy. i flipped out! i trust that he didn't do anything wrong but the point of him going there without even texting me to give me a heads up made me insane! i am glad he was upfront with me and know i am over-reacting but this really upset me.
than i did something really stupid lol and told him something ive been keeping from him.. so i now i feel guilty about flipping out on him!
the thing is, he's really isolated, me and him really dont have friends and it was me who pushed him into going out.. he said he;ll never go out again (he goes through times when he barely leaves the house, so it might be true) but i told him we need friends, blah blah.
idk i just needed to vent